I've not blogged here in a few weeks now. I am not dropping this blog, its just one of the many things I don't want to face lately. I'm not coping well with life in general right now, I'm exhausted, I'm not happy/myself, I'm not really caring much about staying on track with my weight loss/maintenance plan. Actually I've been downright sloppy over the last two weeks. The end result, is that this week I gained 6.5 lbs... yes I'm suddenly 6.5 lbs over my goal weight.
Have I been pigging out?
Have I been binging?
I've made too many poor choices, I've not tracked honestly, and I've not really cared. I have exercised the last 7 days and its not really made a difference at the scale, so that's not helping the caring side of things.
I feel every bit of this 6.5 lbs on my body, I feel rolls and fat where there wasn't any (or much) before. I don't think this is helping the current mood at all.
So for now I just want to stay at home, and stitch, not really talk to anyone nor follow through with things I've committed to. I actually didn't show up to something I should of today... sure I'll hear about it in the end.
So I will be back, just be patient with me, its just hard to write when you have nothing positive to say or at times I just don't want to say anything, I just want to go back to bed.