I've not blogged here in a few weeks now. I am not dropping this blog, its just one of the many things I don't want to face lately. I'm not coping well with life in general right now, I'm exhausted, I'm not happy/myself, I'm not really caring much about staying on track with my weight loss/maintenance plan. Actually I've been downright sloppy over the last two weeks. The end result, is that this week I gained 6.5 lbs... yes I'm suddenly 6.5 lbs over my goal weight.
Have I been pigging out?
Not really.
Have I been binging?
Not really.
I've made too many poor choices, I've not tracked honestly, and I've not really cared. I have exercised the last 7 days and its not really made a difference at the scale, so that's not helping the caring side of things.
I feel every bit of this 6.5 lbs on my body, I feel rolls and fat where there wasn't any (or much) before. I don't think this is helping the current mood at all.
So for now I just want to stay at home, and stitch, not really talk to anyone nor follow through with things I've committed to. I actually didn't show up to something I should of today... sure I'll hear about it in the end.
Oh well.
So I will be back, just be patient with me, its just hard to write when you have nothing positive to say or at times I just don't want to say anything, I just want to go back to bed.
4 comments:
I'm sorry you're struggling so much at the moment Dani (hugs). If you want to vent or chat I'm on msn or FB, just give me a shout. Not sure I can help much as I'm just recovering from an op and struggling myself, but misery loves company and all that lol.
Hope you feel better soon.
Aww :( I hope you start feeling better, be sure to reach out to the people in your life and talk it out. Hopefully that will help.
Really sorry to hear you're having a hard time. Reach out to your family and friends. We care about you and will try to help. Just remember that tomorrow is a new day and a new day means no mistakes yet. ~Hugs~ 6.5lbs may feel like a lot right now, but remember when you only had 6.5lbs to go? You can get there again. :)
Hi Dani,
Sorry to hear you are feeling down at the moment and if going back to bed and stitching is what will make you feel better, then you do that.
I know exactly what you mean about the "not caring" feeling, I think most of us have been there a few times along this weight loss journey. Always remember you are not alone out there.
If you ever feel the need to write a great big email venting everything and anything you want you are more than welcome to send it my way j71ellis@hotmail.com As they say (not sure exactly who they are) but sometimes it is easier to talk to a stranger (or a fellow weight loss blogger).
Don't stay away too long and I hope you are feeling better soon.
Jane xx
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